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Stone | January 18th 2006

Sou thought out loud in Personal, Crazy, Music, Coldplay

The next time anyone says voicing out my true emotions is a good idea I’m going to kick them where it hurts! Me and my big mouth, and me and my stupid heart!

GAH!!! I’m totally pissed off!!!! It’s not enough that everything is going down hill, now this?! Why? Why?! And why the hell don’t I feel happy anymore?! I used to feel happy all the time, I used to smile a lot, and now….?

I feel like crying my eyes out. It’s like, I kept my mouth shut this whole time, I should’ve kept it shut, I should’ve.

I was so close to kicking a dent in the damn car the other night, so damn close!

I don’t know which I hate the most, the truth or the apology.

“Your heavy heart is made of stone..”
A Message - Coldplay

Your Loud Thoughts

Sedna | January 18th, 2006

Oi.. sou! What’s wrong?? Shfeech babe?

Jackie | January 18th, 2006

You should take a cheering up course at the Jackie Academy for Clowns.

No seriously there is such an academy and I am the principal of it :P

We specialize in various activities, some of which involve a young kid hiding underneath a table and grabbing your foot when you stand close to the table, once that happens we’ll see if you’ll still speak to me right? :P Hehehe especially if you’ve seen a few horror movies which involve the same scenario!

God I wanna kill Hasssss ;p

The Stallion | January 18th, 2006

Hi hun! What’s up? What’s wrong? If you need someone to talk to you I’m all ears or eyes!

Yin | January 18th, 2006

Hey doll,

don’t know what’s up.. but sounds so familiar from the place where I’m in right now… Life sucks big time sometimes :(

Good luck though, I’ll keep reading you!

Hugs,
Yin

dishevelled | January 18th, 2006

:(

Sometimes to see the rainbow you have to pass through the rain.

Hope you feel better soon

Almond | January 19th, 2006

*guhs*

oh for pete’s sake. I keep doing that.

*HUGS* Hun I know how you feel I was asking myself the same questions for so long I thought I’d go mad!

I don’t think I did. And I feel better now. inshalla the future will be brighter.

Georganna Hancock | January 20th, 2006

Hang in there. The sun WILL shine again, and you will be happy. Life goes in cycles, so you can depend on the return of good times.

SwAiR | January 21st, 2006

babe, get better sooon!! i want the real Sou back!!

don’t let anybody put u down!! u hear!?!? i’ll kick their ass!

Aquarius | January 21st, 2006

Just to let you know I am still here, half way round the world but feeling your anger and hurt. Hugs.

7tenths | January 21st, 2006

Don’t look at the past & wonder why you’ve changed, but look towards the future & how you plan to change even more :) .. I’m not making sense, am I? Story of my life :P .. Driving can be annoying, & there’s nothing more annoying than that first dent :/

Qatar Cat | January 22nd, 2006

Hang in there, girl. We all have such moments. I wish I could take back a fair few words… Then again, I SAID them, it was me, myself. I am sure you felt like saying what you said at that moment. So don’t regret much. Look ahead :^)

tota | January 28th, 2006

soon you would feel much better ISA, it just attracted me that u r currently reanding ” The Alchemist ” reading only this may change ur mood it’s one of my fav.

Anonymous | January 29th, 2006

tamoona!

Fedo | January 29th, 2006

Definitely the apology.

BLaSha | February 1st, 2006

/me hugs u tight…. i blame schools, unis, and anyplace fee studying

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