Stone | January 18th 2006
The next time anyone says voicing out my true emotions is a good idea I’m going to kick them where it hurts! Me and my big mouth, and me and my stupid heart!
GAH!!! I’m totally pissed off!!!! It’s not enough that everything is going down hill, now this?! Why? Why?! And why the hell don’t I feel happy anymore?! I used to feel happy all the time, I used to smile a lot, and now….?
I feel like crying my eyes out. It’s like, I kept my mouth shut this whole time, I should’ve kept it shut, I should’ve.
I was so close to kicking a dent in the damn car the other night, so damn close!
I don’t know which I hate the most, the truth or the apology.
“Your heavy heart is made of stone..”
A Message - Coldplay
