Sad… | February 18th 2005
I’m not feeling very well today…i’m not sure why. I feel like exploding! Ever get that feeling? I’m sure you have. You know what,
I want to go to Paris and sit at a street cafe and watch the ppl go by
I want to walk down the street and feel confident
I want to, I need to know why the hell i started to bite my nails again
I want to travel to Scotland and see Robyn
I miss drawing, i miss going to art class and listening to the great music my art teacher put on. I miss confinding in M, she always knew what to do and what to say.
I miss crying. I think that’s what’s wrong with me. I haven’t cried since August.
“Didn’t seeing these kids make you feel all old suddenly?” -Uzf
Yes Uzf, it did…I feel like i’m 18 goin on 40!! I do miss acting my age, i just don’t want to grow up too quick, you know what i mean? I just don’t want to act all mature, NOT ME!!! I love being funny, i love telling jokes, i love to laugh. But latley, well i dunno, i haven’t been feeling so, how do i put it? Feeling so “woohoo” probably?
Saif, you haven’t been commenting on my blog. I know you read it, but you don’t comment. I know i don’t write the most ‘interesting’ things, but just comment, lemme know what you think :)
Alright, this entry is turning from miserable to depressing. Time to sign off, ta ta for now :*