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Pain | September 24th 2005

Sou thought out loud in Personal

I am feeling a million emotions right now; and all of them are negative. Every single one.

I feel like breaking down and crying. I don’t know what’s stopping me–but whatever it is won’t stop me for long. I KNOW for a fact that it won’t.

Everything’s over and i don’t know what to do. I’m so miserable…

Oh there it goes…my first tear. And the other…and the other…and the other.

Crying is a sign of weakness, i have to stop crying. Crying isn’t going to bring us back together. I’m in so much pain i can’t even describe what it’s like–mainly because i’ve never felt this way before.I just wish this pain will go away…

Your Loud Thoughts

Dragon | September 24th, 2005

crying is a sign of humanity hun.., people who do not cry involentarily are cold hearted, and you’re pure..

you’re human!, never worry symbsy cause u do have people who do care!, and you’re gonna pass it along with their help, that’s guaranteed! ;)

OpeRonĀ® | September 24th, 2005

I would tell you to cheer up
i would tell you to forget all about it
i can tell to stop thinking or feeling

but i will take some words from a song called Gravity of love for Enigma

“Don’t think twice before listening to your heart . . follow the trace for a new start”

For My Lovely Santootoo

I love ur personal Blog btw

Georganna Hancock | September 24th, 2005

Thanks for the link! Sorry to find you in such despair. Cry as long as you need to — and not one minute longer. Life is too short.

Jackie | September 24th, 2005

Crying isn’t a sign of weakness, crying is theraputic, and trust me you need to shed a few tears once in a while, or else you’d become I don’t know made of stone? :r But things will get better soon I hope, just have a good look at the bright side.

BLaSha | September 24th, 2005

“Cryin is a sign of weakness” ??!!!

who put that sh!t in yer head?? and WHAT’S OVER???????????

Marwa | September 24th, 2005

What happened dear? Did you talk to him? Tell me!! I’m sorry I was helpless last night. Things are awful here. And don’t be ashamed to cry. Sometimes you just have to.

Almond | September 24th, 2005

Oh gosh is everything falling apart around here or what? Well the only place to go is up from here. I am sorry this all happened! I can’t believe it. But crying isn’t a sign of weakness, I had to learn that too.

RinAku | September 24th, 2005

Shed your tears
as much as you want
as much as you need

Take your time to grieve
Be sad and weak
Feel the pain
Blow it up
In silence or in crowd

But then,
Lift your chin up
Free your beautiful-self
Bring your energetic spirit back
and Be your female thinking out loud-self
….again

Take good care!

Jade | September 24th, 2005

My Dear Symbols:
I am sorry to see you are sad. I am not going to say cry or do whatever. I will just wish that whatever causing you pain stops. Be good girl and keep well.

PeTiTa | September 25th, 2005

sweetie..crying isn’t a sign of weakness and it actually cleanses you from all emotions and makes you feel better..cry as much as you want it will help you get over this..Just know that tomorow will always be a better day : ) No matter how bad things are today you wake up tomorow and they don’t seem as bad

*~$&!~* | September 26th, 2005

Thank you all. Thank you for your concern and thank you for taking 2 minutes of your time to show me that you care for me.

I really appreciate everything you all said and Rin, thanx so much for writing me a poem!

And just for the record…i hate crying as much as i hate the fact that i can’t help find a cure for HIV, Cancer and Poverty this very second! So i hate crying A LOT

I’m going to get over this at some point; i don’t know when, but i know i’ll get over it. For the time being, i’ll just hang in there and try my best not to cry.

*hugs everyone*

Amerab | September 26th, 2005

What happened, my friend? Same crap from same dude? Girl! You are way too good for that and I kept telling you. He’s a boy, not a man and not worthy of your attention. Seriously. You are beautiful, intelligent, compassionate and friendly. Not to mention - a young thang! Please. Don’t worry at all. God has something better waiting for you just around the corner. If it wasn’t meant to be, it wasn’t meant to be.

As far as crying - let it all out. Why do you think that women live longer than men? We cry, we bitch, we complain - we get it out!

Lots of people love you and you are blessed.

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