Ouchie! & Weird Sou! | February 14th 2006
A change of scenery, a change of attitudes and a change of…of…damn it, i can’t think of anything! I mean, it always sounds cooler when you’ve got a third thing to say, but i can’t think of anything; how totally and utterly frustrating!
So it’s Valentine’s Day today and exactly a year ago I wrote this:
Has anything changed in 365 days? Nope, i still think Valentine’s Day is yucky…why? Well let me “think out loud” and tell you that i feel totally bitter since I’ve never spent Valentine’s Day with a “loved” one. As far as I’m concerned, Valentine’s Day can go and rot somewhere (I told you i was feeling bitter!)
On a lighter note…well lighter for you, but ever so painful for me! I was out at a cafe (don’t need to mention names *cough*) a couple of days ago…I ordered my regular drink and as I was walking out, heaven knows how the hell i tripped on air..yes, AIR! I mean, i bloody tripped over nothing! My drink went flying into the air, it spilled all over this woman standing by the door and well it wasn’t a pretty sight, TRUST ME! Good thing it was a cold drink or else she would’ve probably killed me! Yes, people did laugh at me and yes I did get hurt *sigh* Wait wait, i literally got hurt, not “hurt” because they were laughing at me…actually, come to think of it, they were such meanies for laughing at me! Oufff!!!
So the woman whose clothes enjoyed my drink was totally furious and i mean, if it were up to her, she would’ve stomped me into the tiles!
“What the hell’s wrong with you?! ARE YOU BLIND?!!! LOOK AT WHAT YOU’VE DONE!”
It’s not like i intentionally decided to fall and get my drink spilled all over her!! I was totally speechless! I finally picked myself up off the floor (yes, i was on the floor that long) limped over to her and apologized! And what did she say? Absolutely nothing! She just muttered something and walked away! ARRRGHHH!!!
So i was humiliated in front of everyone, I was limping and not to mention without a drink! I mean, nobody even bothered to help me up when i fell! And i mean fell! Like face flat on the floor kinda “fell” and nobody helped me up! They were probably thinking, “damn, i should’ve washed the tiles this morning!”
Change of subject:
Is Sou back yet? I mean, do you feel that the old Sou is back and ready to stay? I know i’ve been different for a while, but I’m trying to be better, I’m trying to see the world in a positive light! Let’s say, a new perspective towards life :) Sure life’s unfair, it’s a pain in the bum and well, you don’t really get what you really want out of it, but we’re stuck with it and we better deal with the cards we’re dealt! (watch me contradict myself…when? I’m not sure, but i’m sure i’ll contradict myself sometime soon!)
Since 3baid and Sedna’s tag is the only one I remember right now…
The Weird Tag:
I’m supposed to write what’s weird about me, right? Well, here it goes!
1. I eat rose jam…don’t look at me like that! It tastes good!
2. When I obsess over something, I’ll really, reallllly obsess over it!
3. The second toe on my right foot is shorter than the second toe on my left foot (freaky!)
4. If i really want to hide something I’ll hide it really well, then I’ll forget where I hid it *sigh*
5. When I get really mad or frustrated, I get mild yet super itchy rashes all over my body :s
Enough weirdness for today I guess :p
Time to sign off. Till next time World!
Ta ta for now :*