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Hold My Hand As You Cut Me Down | April 26th 2008

Sou thought out loud in Personal

Yeah, that’s an extremely Photoshop[ed] image of me. The original photo was taken by a friend of mine a few nights ago; he has a new Nikon and he’s been snapping away at anything and everything.

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I was in the car this afternoon, driving around aimlessly like I usually do, and for a split second I contemplated speeding into the car in front of me. When I finally parked, I stayed in the car and cried and laughed hysterically at the same time.

I think I need psychiatric help.

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I don’t like how some people know my blogging identity as well as my “real” identity. I feel restricted, restricted, restricted, restricted.

I want to scream.

Till next time world; if there is a next time.

Your Loud Thoughts

OpeRon® | April 26th, 2008

Hmm.. nice photo indeed, pretty good work

Yes, i know how it feels, thanks god u didn’t do it

your identity is beautiful.. SCREAM

Swair | April 27th, 2008

Your identity is unique and wonderful, that’s why I love you…

And scream your head off, nobody’s holding you back (I sure as hell wouldn’t) :*

chikapappi | April 27th, 2008

eh el gamal dah ya benty! now I know who you are :p lol

Moey | April 27th, 2008

we need to go shopping

samia-chan | April 27th, 2008

then simply change ur blog :D lol and start all fresh!

TAT | April 27th, 2008

I’m always close to acting on my contemplations what stops me is driving on the middle lane and lighting up a ciggerate. bad habit I know but it saved me countless times.

About friends buying new cameras and snapping away you wont believe how many pictures of me I have lol they always looking for someone to try out the camera on. nice picture btw.

I dont usually scream since I substituted screaming by saying “uhhhh” blame it on Master P. you gotta see the look on my mothers face when I say it, never mind that see the look on her face whenever I speak!!!

sweet lemon | April 27th, 2008

both identities are great;) ur a great person :) and some one is looking veryyy prettyyyy i love ur haircut!!

Amethyst | April 27th, 2008

One, love the picture!

Two, I can be your therapist if you want..

Three, I know how that feels;\

nousha | April 27th, 2008

begad it’s a very nice photo, i loved the earrings.
….
“even this will pass”
….

skinnybumblebee | April 27th, 2008

Womaan you know how many times I’ve done that?
Don’t worry it’s a phase. You have so much don’t waste it for stupid stuff… I mean whatever makes you think that way has to be stupid. You just need a good cry then a refreshing shower… and there you go. It’s a test.

And about the identity why should you feel restricted? do what others think matter this much?
You are who you are. Let it bee…:*

oh and I’d like to dedicate a song for you.
Say - by john Mayer!

Its amazing .

Jacqui | April 27th, 2008

I know your feeling about the restriction. I feel so restricted.

F. | April 28th, 2008

Seems like there’s rainy cloud above your head…

Cheer up Hun and hope you get better soon…

You should do something about that immune system of yours, you get sick very often…

;*

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