… | October 20th 2007
I have everything and nothing to say.
I am a failure and a disappointment to myself.

Hope everythings ok :S
I miss your posts
sou! dear whats up?? dont say that! come one!ur stronger than that!
are you okay? I even left and couldn’t see you? I tried to contact you… no luck? what is it mika? or the Breast cancer thing? or what??
Sweetie.. hope you’re holding up.. Miss your writing.
Sousouuu, what did we agreee on?!
*gives u a big bear hug* don’t think like that 7beebti, you’re so much stronger than that :****
sou!! why do u say that?? what happened?? come on i thought u were stronger than this:s hope u feel better soon hun;*
*hug*
and U are NOT A FAILURE!! AND U NEVER WILL BE!!
die bitch
*gasps*
This is NOT the Sou I know!
*checkin the calendar* NO, it is not April
what are you saying ? You are NOT a failure and never will be
WAKE UP.. You’re SOU VARNE for cryin’ out loud
& a special dedicated comment for Z who happened to have much much insecurities to take the effort and write 2 words on sou’s blog .. well, sounds like someone’s butt is on fire .. Honey, You seriously need help.
I mean Com’On .. Have u ever heard of social etiquette? That’s not the right response, Oh perhap you’ve just heard this on a soap opera or a movie.. of course, were else can ur primitive mind grab catch-phrases like this!!
I think you don’t have any friends to pat on your shoulder when you’re down, that’s why you are so bummed up cos Sou has so many true friends that adore her and write to her blog, text her and call her when she is a lil down .. of course, if I were you that would be a tease.. but com’on you can always work on ur attitude and maybe u will have a friend or two, Z
Last not least .. Pull your prick of ur poopshoot and maybe someone will fuck it
Cheer up sousou nanouso
You may have failed, but I bet you sure as heck tried! :O
where r u?????
Z Says:
October 20th, 2007 at 4:09 pm
die bitch
!!! :S:S:S how dare u?!
In the words of lauryn hill everything is everything, if everything was not everything it wouldn’t have been something now would it?
just keep your head up
been there, said that to myself ..
all I can say, it will pass.. DON’T be too angry or harsh on urself ,, everyone is entitled to be a fool once ,,
I find that when I feel like a failure it helps to take a step back and think about all the things I have managed to accomplish with my life. At first it may be hard to think of things because you are feeling down but step outside yourself and you will see the list is quite long. Or talk to friends, they are always good for a confidence boost.